So i’ll put it under a cut.

I just took off my make up, and really looked in the mirror under the big lights. And fucking hell i’m gross. My skin although it tends to stay pretty zit free is disgusting, its patchy and my freckles are just horrible. My pores around my nose are fucking huge. My eyebrows need doing big time. I hate my eyes without eyeliner, they’re so I don’t know how to put it…weak looking? like i feel like I look as though i’m really sick when I have no eye make up on. My mole is awful, I used to think it was a defining feature and now I can’t stand it. I’ve grown to hate it. I hate my double chin. I hate that I have to straighten my hair for an hour before I think it looks semi-okay. I hate being fat. I hate being over weight. I hate not being confident. I hate that I feel so ugly all the time. I never seem to feel good about myself any more. I just can’t find anything to like about myself. How will anyone else ever like me?